princesspunk13

the truth is i come frm a broken home i know alot of ppl but im all alone my dads a druggie my mom didnt want me im a mistake never meant to b this isnt the only thing wrong with me ive been raped and abused called a slut skank whore by my father when i was seven years old i cry myself to sleep cuz i cant talk to or see him the guy that neva hit me or yelled at me cuz im not allowed to date my WHOLE famiy thinks im a slut nd i sleep around my friends are to self centerd to care try living wit this wit constant deppersionn that never has gone away try living wit ur family think you cut and cry to get attention try goin thro this everyday event

daddy why did you hurt me why didnt you care why did you touch me there why did you scream and call me a slut why did you  say i was a mut why do you hate me wat did i do? i was just a little girl i didnt kno wat to do i tried me best thats all i could eva do but that wasnt enough for you you left then that rainy day in april i thought i could fix everything i thought we could b a happy family i thought  id b ok but instead i couldnt make it throw one day all i eva i wanted was to b your little girl not a slut sumone you could b proud of not a mut daddy why did you hurt me?

be quite lil girl now ur alone in tha world now dont kno dont kno how you got to be this way how you drove yourself insane shutup lil girl shutup lil girl now your holding on even tho you dont kno how until you shut down your just a fragile kiss away just tryin to make it thro tha days alone and you odnt kno how to hold on so shutup lil girl now ur alone in tha wrold just shut up lil girl

illl still mourn for you when youe dead and gone not knowin wat to do   cuz you were the only place i belonged and ill cry when i listin to our song cuz your warmth was the only thing that kept me at peace and when i go to your grave ill cry hoping youll hear me in heaven cuz you were my only safe haven

i dont deserve this cant take your love cant see the light in your eyes cuz your heart isnt mine no  matter what we say i dont deserve this your not truly mine no matter how kind you can be i dont deserve this me and you i dont deserve this i cant be true i dont deserve this cant stand to be so plz take your love frm me

he said goodbye to me in aletter broke my heart with a call drove me insane with his pain and let me fall he let me break into a million tiny pieces a mirror of what should have been he told me he loved me as we commited our sins he let me cry my self to sleep and take my life away he wore all black to my funeral but spit on my grave he told my mom hed always loved me but i never saw it on his face he was there when i died when i took my life away and all he said was good ridence you weren't worth it anyways

ma knees buckle beneath ma nd ma breath begins to fade as i wonder wit me last dying breath wat should i say how much i love you and want you tostay ?but ma breath is getin shoter ma world is gettin darl as i struggl to get these words out but there only a start now ma breath is completely gone nd ma hope dwindld awawy but i want you to i love you nd want you to stay